mediocrity

fearing mediocrity in the future, i've become obsessed with perfection

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this is the first wallpaper in a few weeks, that i dont care about. i dont expect it to get many comments, and personally i dont want it to. lately i've been desiging for other people. it's a trend i get stuck in. i focus on what people want to see, rather than expressing myself, or having fun. i've been putting hours, upon hours, upon hours into my work, and fumbling over whether it's good, whether i should try to duplicate that images style in future deviations, whether i should delete the deviation for lack of quality...etc. even this image, despite it's simplicity, took me hours to create. not because i'm slow, because i'm not. i can whip shit out pronto... but because i put myself into it.

anyways, these are some images used in the photo above, check their galleries for yummy goodness.

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stock used:

[link] ~cmg-stock
[link] ~resurgere
[link] ~silelinct

idea manifested by:

the ideas and writings of ~jeva . no writings to link to, but check out his gallery for some nice abstracts.